i want everything to be free of clutter - my bookcase, my house, my head. and so tough - and easy - decisions have to be made. some tough ones include to stop burying my head in the sand and hope my health improves without me actually taking responsibility (hasn't worked so far) and choosing creative activities over doom-scrolling at night. or coming to terms with the fact that i have entirely too many cookbooks and i am never going to cook out of all of them, nor do i actually WANT to cook out of some of them. i don't know why i feel a weird obligation to hang on to some of the books that i have, but i do and i'm trying to get over it.
case in point - the 3 chrissy teigen books i have. i have not reached for any of these since i cooked out of them for the cleanup (from books 2 and 3) and i don't see it happening in the future either. she isn't someone i know, or like, or admire, so why am i hanging on to them?
so cravings is out, and it's taking the other 2 that were previously in the kept pile, with them.
Back on the bookshelf - 20 Donated - 46